Goodness.. Never expect that more than 1 month had passed since I last update this blog, it is as if i am abandoning it, but it was due to my busy life nowadays... I think I have a lot to say, but now I am not sure whether I still remember what I want to speak out..
The weather is weird nowadays and many people fell sick as a result of that, the same goes to myself, I am sort of feverish few days back, but I still have to pull myself together and come to work, just knock out when I reach home. I am way too busy now that I am assisting 4 seniors (thank goodness it will come to an end soon), sometimes I felt that I miss helping only 1 senior so much, because sometimes, i tend to get a bit confused since everyone have different styles, it is quite hard to please everybody.. Plus an advisory which goodness knows why I put in more effort than my own senior.. sigh~~
Lets see, what do I have to put down in wiritng and remember? Ah yes, the skit which I wrote, a horror-comedy skit, it was a success, thank goodness for having a wonderful director, tiffany and great actors, veon, janet and mr lee, and as well as alice and angel, i think the skit is okay, very much to my contentment, just pray hard that it will at least reach the final for i have invested a lot of my own heart and soul in it.
There was the trip to the organic farm, a place which taught me a lot about nature's healing, it was tiring but a great trip! and thank you boss for sponsoring this trip^^..
Next, it was that advisory which turn my life upside down.. sigh!! lets hope that it will finally be finalised now, i am tired, really.. takes up too much of my time. Been going home pretty late these days, and i am suppose to start studying too!!
Chatted with yivon 3 weeks back at 3 am in the morning, and understand that sometimes, moving to commercial does not mean that it is good, yes, being in big 4 consist of a lot of work, what you sacrifice is your own leisure time and personal time, even sleep.. but when she move on to commercial, although life is easier, because you finish work on time, but the politics there never end, i think she must have been the victim, this is why she said such things.. hmmm..
And I have also witnessed some sensitiveness and minor politics in the department, in fact, it is still existing and running in fact. From my understanding, the situation begun when cheng decided to join our table for next month's annual dinner this year, and i of course, my colleague added my name in, so it is a pretty easy flow, but as cheng join us, it is also mean that she has abandoned chin, hooi and joo, and they felt it, somehow, that feeling is stronger in chin, and i, being naive, asked her why is she so angry on one of her notes at the office communicator, she was writing in chinese, it means a friend betrayed her, but isnt that every individual's choice on where to sit? why does she have to be so sensitive? i do not understand.. sigh~~
i thought maybe, a short while later she will forget, after all, we are colleagues, which are supposed to be friends right? but maybe I was not feeling so well on tuesday and very busy, thats why i did not speak much to her, has she misunderstood? because according to another colleague, on tuesday night, her mood report in facebook state that there is no friendship in office, is she referring to us? she was on medical yesterday and was so quiet today, it is hard to understand why... why so sensitive? maybe women being emotional is just natural, but sometimes, perhaps we all should think beyond our own boundaries right?
a simple problem lead to the complication of life and make yourself upset, is it worth it? i do not think so, with such problems, add on with endless work and studies to cope, i think i am fainting soon.. such roller coaster..
