Passion

I guess, my ability might be beyond what i known about myself... 5 months ago or so, i was complaining about everything and anything about my job.. maybe, it is just a matter of not getting used to.. yet... i always knew, deep in my heart, i love the company, very much, from the time i entered as an intern, went back to university to do my final year degree (which is also the best year of my university life), and back to here as a tax consulting assistant, KPMG have never been away from my heart.. but i have never thought that i really love the company to that extent.

Yesterday, attended the annual dinner of the company, which is also the first annual dinner event i ever attend.. proving that i am no longer a university student.. i am a working lady.. time really flies.. yes, i still miss my university sisters a lot, and yet, we have to move on with our lives regardless what.. but, they will always be a part of my life, my heart, my soul.. but i have to say one thing.. wow.. now i really realise that difference between an annual dinner organised by a large company and a university.. in university, the organisers are normally inexperienced, but a company's annual dinner is organised by very experienced people, the programmes are just wonderful and interesting.. i felt like i do not want to leave.. but i have to else my mom will start nagging my head off..

when the managing partner start giving his speech, i was touched and actually felt like crying a bit.. because of the current economy situation, they actually thought of putting off the annual event.. because of the high costs that will be incurred.. but to appreciate the effort of us employees, the finally decided not to.. and how he describe it as we are a family.. i wanna shed some tears.. because i do not deny it.. i made this place home from last year, although now i am not in where i want to be.. although i am so very unwilling from the beginning i entered this department, but eventually got used to it.. and i think my performance so far is okay.. at least, i know i did not let myself down so far... and i hope, my performance so far is also okay to my senior, managers and partners.. maybe it is .. if not, why out of the blue even CPTX's partners started noticing me also (or is it that i think too much??)..

maybe, this is a prove that no matter what i do, regardless how unwilling i used to be.. i can do whatever i want as i can develop passion in whatever i do, which i think to me, it is not a difficult thing.. clients start to call and look for me now.. which now i really felt the effect of not having an extension of my own is a headache.. maybe i ought to apply for one.. but never rely on my department's secretary man.. she wont give a damn on it..

hu... thanks to dylan.. now i can start studying early.. hope i can do well in the CPA!! =p