time really flies, it is now towards the end of january 2010, as the days went by and we get older by each second.. will we follow suit and become more mature each second as well?? i wonder about that really.. now that i am done with my 3rd week of the new year, all i can say is that, so far, its not too bad.. although it have been quite busy..
the second week of work is basically, a week of training.. the MBTI training which have been sponsored by boss, too bad i am unable to attend the final session because i have gotten gastric.. that would have been the best session ever.. stress management, haih.. been looking forward to that day the most and of all days, it is that day my stomach play tricks on me.. darn.. i have learn that i am a ISTJ.. introvert sensing thinking and judgement.. wow, which means i am quiet, which is very true.. i see things by logic and not beyond it, i think about situation with a practical mind, sometimes perhaps tend to ignore the feelings of others, and i judge accordingly, i do not perceive what i see.. the training was quite interesting.. LOL..
then, this work came and officially, came the peak.. but i dunno, somehow i felt that after the training, my colleagues seem to be able to understand me better, since by birth, i am not an extrovert person.. so in a way, it is good.. what shock me is the sudden appreciation from my senior.. suddenly she told me i am good and that she is happy with me so far but we have to learn to be more careful.. and then suddenly she salute me for having the initiative to learn something myself when i start on something, huh? i was like.. okay.. i frown a little when i look at her as she said that.. perhaps she thought i do not believe what she says. no.. what was on my mind but i cant say was in notts, we were taught to be like that, given the my situation to my friends, i believe they will do the same too, because we were all trained this way...
regardless, there is still something that annoyed me and something that made me laugh.. what annoyed me was lies.. stupid lies to cover one after another.. actually yesterday morning i spoke to her and i was fine.. because my director told me to consult in A on taxes upon ESOS and RSA.. as a first timer, in a way, i am thankful i was given the opportunity to learn advisory.. and since A was the ex-senior for this portfolio which my senior now took over.. and it is sure a very complicated portfolio.. but on advisory side of it, i report straight to the director, gah.. am i too early to learn that? but perhaps, in a way, it is good for me as i learn more.. what annoyed me came later in the evening, my senior spoke to A on the phone.. and i am holding a few files.. she suddenly said she got file something when in the fact, there is none, and then she blamed others not filing it.. then she said she wrote something on each letter when there is none.. and she said she erase all of it.. there are 20++ letters there!! who will be so free to write something and erase all of it on all the letters? if she wants to lie, then make sure she is able to lie to a very high standard till i cant suspect anything, because i hate petty lies...
what is funny is that one of the partner from another department, who is quite close to my senior.. who saw me or susan staying late often.. asked dont i have a life? since most young people he know is probably in some hip hop party on friday night, i smiled and said my life in on the weekends.. not friday night.. and then i dont know what happened, but all of a sudden, he was talking to my senior and director and i heard my name being mentioned, as kim jie jie??? hallo!! he is in his mid-40s and i am on my early 20s.. thats why my director he ought to call me kim mui mui.. then he proceed to call me aunty kim pulak? i cant help but to smile.. hahah.. this partner is cute.. he is also the partner who will eat mee sua in the middle of the night.. LOL...
but not a bad start to signify 2010 la.. =p
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