Saturday, August 22, 2009

life goes on..

Another week came and went.. it seems like so many things happened this week, joce left the corporate pool officially and joined the audit department and on her first day there, she went out already, so basically, i didnt get to see her at all this week... changed a new place, but seriously i dont really like it.. maybe i am just not used to it yet.. but i really miss that old place, in a way haha.. monday and tuesday went on quite peacefully.. nothing much happened.. other than performance manager query my timesheet.. yet again.. i guess i am going to get queries every two weeks... haiz.. why are there no charge code yet?? stupid MIS department..

wednesday came and that is the day jacqueline and i went out for lunch with our ex-seniors.. we dont talk much, just listen.. the way they speak seems to give me an impression as if everyone changed and they longer are as nice as before.. they seem to be discouraging my return.. i dunno.. but it seems to me that they are quite pessimistic about it.. but as i said, i am a very headstrong person, whatever i want means i want it.. because i am a person who is always clear about what i want.. and i do not care how many obstacles it will take for me to return.. because it is something i want it from deep within the heart, no one can prevent me.. ever.. i went to see ms teh on wednesday evening, but she was with someone, when i went to see her the second time, she was still with that person, but she noticed me, while i turned and walk away.. she came after me and said she will see me on thursday.. unfortunely, when the next day came, she fell sick and thus, she will see me next wednesday...

went irb cheras on thursday.. and it went on quite well.. this week is std week and i have done quite a lot hehe.. so funny.. some of which my senior dont even know how i get it but the answer is correct.. i felt how much she appreciates me.. and i am thankful in a way, she is really a wonderful senior.. and i am lucky to be under her.. although she is so much my senior.. friday.. hmmm.. such an adventure day.. early morning itself uncle rajoo said his taxi service is not available.. so i have to call myself to jalan duta irb.. and get a cab from there to lebor ampang.. well.. supposed to be.. but the taxi driver dropped me at masjid jamek and said he dunno how to go, so i walked to shearn delamore myself.. then walk to fatt yan to ta pau my lunch and take a cab back to pj.. wow.. luckily i grew up in kl, else i wont know how..

then noon came and i went for training, it was a bit bored but i learnt a lot from the training, but a lot of time had been wasted for that.. so i stayed till late to finish as much of my job as possible since my senior will be away from next thurs.. i ought to complete all the significant jobs before she leaves.. my performance manager saw and asked why i stayed so late.. my senior said she tortured me.. haha.. two person said i am cute yesterday, partner and my manager, really pai seh.. but i never want people just know my name and think that i am just another cute face.. i want people to think of me as a capable person.. thats all i really want..

went to watch a movie alone first time today.. lol.. but the movie, dance flick is so so horrible.. yuck! sucks! whatever bad comment possible.. totally meaningless.. stupid, illogic.. and teach people the wrong guidelines to life.. where got show which teach people not to persue your own dreams and try to be successful.. and to teach people to have children out of the wedlock... and not to take responsibility? even as a general term.. it downgrade hip-hop and ballet dance.. ish.. hate it.. stupid flim..

hope that next wednesday i will be successful! =)

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