challenges and sweets.. =)

These days, i have been wondering why i am under observe.. i dunno.. but it is as if from monday to wednesday, nobody seem to be bothered about me and then from thursday onwards.. i felt as if the attention is on me.. from that time i was asked to calculate std.. i felt so shy..especially when grace, my performance manager said, janet had taught you well.. i know very well that the credit goes to janet.. and i felt like i cheated.. ahahah.. but i am ever so thankful to have her as my senior.. she is a wonderful woman.. even mom said so.. and yesterday, she offered to give me a lift to mid valley.. and thus i followed.. she told me that she had always got complain because she was too lenient to her previous assistants.. but she said towards me.. she is considered as very strict.. i did not ask why.. but i felt her expectations towards me is very high.. a bit stress but i should take it as a challenge.. after all, every obstacle have to be cross over to attain success.. but she told me that when she return next month, probably from end of next month, i may have to work 7 days a week.. so be it then..

i understood now, not necessary that friends must be by your side to keep you company, so long they live in your heart and you live in theirs.. that is the most important thing ever.. i have never realised that i miss my sistas so much.. until i met part of them today.. actually it is meant to be a farewell party for chana and teng teng, but getting together, being noisy together, it is definitely something you will cherish forever.. and they got me belated birthday pressies!! how sweet, really love you guys to the very core.. my darlings..
went shopping with cinny after that.. this is the first time ever.. and she got some clothes.. and i got my shoes.. finally.. owh... i got the navy heels i set my eyes on from last month.. and they are really nice.... love them.. my darlings, we should meet up again and this time, i will try my best not to be so super duper late.. =.= .. all the best to you chana and teng teng, and those two who are not here.. giang and ruo mei as well.. =)

i was quite disappointed with my cousin.. nicole, one of my sistas, is working for her now, suling.. i have never been close to her, maybe it is due to the fact that our age gaps are too wide but anyway, i dislike her character.. her family love to boast a lot.. and they are so proud because suling married a rich man, thats how she got her own PR firm and be her own boss anyway, but she is so stingy oh my god.. she paid nicole so little, 650, and she is a graduate.. my my.. even my pay when i was an intern is more.. and she do not know how to communicate well with her employees.. how on earth she run her own business anyway under such conditions i wonder.. since employees are the greatest asset of a business... and the worse case is.. to cut cost, she actually go to the extent to ask her parents to pick up newspapers for her??? what kind of daughter is this?? stupid..

my advise to nicole is to get a better job quickly and to find out what she likes so as to attain it and so that she knows that it is worth her effort.. in fact, since she can talk... consultancy is the right job for her.. and to me.. consultancy have a bright future... anyways, no matter what my darlings, whatever jobs and duties you are at.. so long you know that you are happy, i will give you my full support.. just stay happy thats it.. love all of you to bits!!