Rest in peace

This blog should have been written 2 years ago but i have no idea, at all until yesterday when i flip through the newspapers after a long time.. that she is gone.. i know that she never give us students a good impression of her, because of the way she mislead people about herself.. people thinks that she is mean, not sensitive and heartless.. i know that during my year in form 4, she too created a few bombs with us, including my second week, to protect kar wai from being blamed innocently, i stood up for her and got scolded instead, now i think back, it is certainly not worth it.. i remember that time she does not allow jun sang to go toilet and answer his nature's call.. that is bad actually since this cannot be controlled.. hence jun sang is not happy about it, he went all the same and got a case of discipline against him, in the end, he went after her and she filed against him, and he got suspended from school for 2 days..

but come to think of it, is there a reason behind for her behaviour being like this? i know she dislike people calling her ms or madam or mrs, thats why she choose to take up pHd, or that is what the reason she told me to be.. i know that she did not have a happy marriage and she divorced her husband.. i know that she is not close to her daughters for different reasons, one of who married a malay and she is upset and the other had been spending too much time studying in tokyo.. but despite that, it is undeniable that she had been a great woman in the sense that she have the ability to brought up her daughters by herself, and she tried her very best to love her life to the fullest.. well, she got her final wish alright and had obtained her pHd successfully.. but shortly after that, she passed on..

and i do not know about it until yesterday.. her 2nd year annerversary.. sad in a way huh? although in the minds of many, she had not been a wonderful teacher but i still respect her, although it is a fact that i got scolded before, i hadnot been her favorite because somehow, i dunno, i felt as though as if she discriminate us who took the chinese language and i do not know why, i still remember being scared when requesting permission to take my chinese paper.. but she live a great life and strive through all obstacles of her life.. without anything to complain about, anyway, rest in peace, Dr lee poh le.. your wish came true because you worked very hard for it and you deserve it..